missing your love

I smile at your bright face
Little grey eyes stare back
I flinch as your heart beats
Beyond control
I take a sniff of that lil red rose
Breath in deep
And let it all go
My smile fades
Slowly I turn and walk away
Tears flow down
My pain streaken face
No more smiles, no laughs, just cries take over
Noone to trust
As your heart breaks more
I breath in a deep breath
And swallow the air
This time my tears are harsh
I make it so you cannot see
My swollen eyes
And flushed cheeks
You breath in pace with mine
Stops as seconds go by
You stand tall
Infront of me
I’m short compared to your lean body
I don’t smile, just walk away
Don’t look back at your face
You try to follow
I walk to the one place you can’t go
Cry on school grounds
I loved you so much
I say goodbye in my mind
Take a step out of where I hide
Walk to class
Unseen and unknown
Take a deep breath and let it flow
I left you behind
Still I cry
I love you forever and always
But you chose a different path
Now its time I choose mine